Accountability III

Evidently no-one reads this blog anymore so I'll just be accountable to the discipline of charting my progress. I am 9 and a half weeks sober today. Although I am off the porn I am still struggling a bit in the area of my eyes. I am trying, and am starting to succeed more than fail, to see woman for their heads and hearts and not for the phyical attributes. It is exceedingly beneficial in how I relate to women and grow in respect for them. It also channels all of my sexual energy and attention down the proper avenue which is towards my wife. Good news and glad tidings eh? Until later...

Accountability II

I am happy to say that I am 6 weeks sober today. Despite staying in hotels (which is a huge area of weakness) as I drove back to Atlanta from Phoenix and dealing with all the normal emotional triggers I have not acted out. One day at a time and slow and steady wins the race are my mantra's.

Accountability

No one addicted to pornography or anything else can hope to succeed without significant checks and balances in place. In that spirit I want to utilize this blog as a source of accountability. With the help of www.xxxchurch.com (my heroes) and my wife (also my hero) I am 5 weeks sober. I am committed to cutting completely loose from the strangle hold porn has had on my life. If anyone is reading this I could use your encouragement and words of wisdom. I will check back in more often to keep you posted on my progress. Thank you.

- josh

X3 on ABC

I really hate that I haven't posted in so long. There are several reasons and I think it would benefit everyone to know them. I will get to those soon but for now I wanted to make everyone aware of a television special on ABC this Friday. Its a debate on porn between Porn Star's and Pastors (one who is the founder of xxxchurch) and it will air on Nightline at 11:35 Friday February 29th. I hope that you will all watch and discuss here and with your friends and family. Thanks for your patience guys and I will be back a lot sooner this time. Take care and get well.